Truth-Telling Time

Okay y'all, it's time for me to be completely honest. 

I've fallen off the wagon, like really hard. It reminds me of the time when I was a kiddo and fell out of my little red wagon and scraped myself all up right before Easter.

I've avoided writing this for a couple weeks because, let's be honest, I can make up a billion excuses in my head, but laying it all out there in black and white forces it all to be real. 

My last post [Building Momentum] I talked all about how I was following my schedule every single day and I was doing super great. And I was. I was super proud of myself, and then the weather changed and my leg started killing, so I skipped my run. And then I did some traveling home and I didn't train at all, not even one day. I allowed myself to skip it because it was freezing cold at home and I told myself that since I'm not an experienced runner to begin with, I don't know how to run in the cold without getting sick.

Oh. My. Gosh. Get real. My mom has a gym membership & is one of the most motivated women I know, I could have joined her and just trained on the treadmill; BUT I didn't. 

So then I told myself, well I'll start again when I get back to North Carolina. And here I am telling y'all, I haven't started back up. And I have absolutely NO reason for it. 

I am so frustrated with myself I could just cry, but I'm not going to. I'm going to pick myself up off the ground and get started again because I CAN do it and I WILL do it. God did not just lay this on my heart for no reason. I've come to realize this week that God is challenging me so I can build confidence in myself and be the woman He created me to be. I just need to get out of my own way first! That being said, I just got finished re-vamping my training schedule, printed it off & hung it on my fridge! Oh & for extra motivation, I posted motivational quotes ALL over it! 

One of my favorites being:

Alright, y'all, this quote alone is what inspired me to write this post. 

I mean, honestly how TRUE is this?!

In other news, I am now a Mary Kay Independent Beauty Consultant!

Right now I'm working to build my team so I can be on track to earn my first Mary Kay Career Car! 

I've never been surrounded by so much positivity! I JUST started and can honestly tell you this has already changed my life for the better! 

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Happy Friday, y'all!

xo